FREE HER MIND

thefashiongodmother

2010-06-13T04:08:00.001+08:00

Here's the logo :)

I THINK ITS AWESOME! <3

books and such

2010-05-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

im flooded with too much information from the books about the books.
the EXAM is approaching :) means i should be studying harder no? NO. i need to find some form of motivation. looking back its always another exam and another need for motivation.

do you believe in justice, fairness and love?
i believe in forgiveness.

good news comes at best times, bad news comes at bad times. and old news.. well they happened. but they are long gone. i wonder if closing an eye to it will make it all go away. or maybe its through the acceptance of the issue and the forgiveness that the issue will never surface. knowing isnt everything, its the receipt of forgiveness after knowing that matters.

it cant be more fun with vic back :) yay!

p/s: i shall plan myself a trip to Korea, Seoul. haha, hopefully i pass my level 1 and get $moolah$ from daddy :p i think i deserve some even if i fail for effort! haha!

tell me a secret, ask me a question.

2010-02-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

Chimneys on wooden houses, it was a picture of forever you & me.
No wonder they say architecture aint easy, strong foundations are key.

Nobody said it was easy, its such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy, nobody said it would be so hard.

i want ur lovin, i want my revenge

2010-02-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

Amazing, we didn't buy enough. We doesn't include me. Haha :) they should have jus spammed more. One of the many pleasures of being a member with La Senza. Its so worth it!! :p 50% bday mth, feel sexy & please ur man! :)

Times have really changed, topics evolve & soon we're hittin 22, not me tho - still like 11 mths & goin :)

Urgh, random but lunch was in such bad taste.

much anticipated

2010-02-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY :)

:)

2010-01-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

the year 2010 will have more success, more opportunities & plenty of love.
a month has flown by just like that and i truly truly miss studying.
at least studying has structure, newton's laws doesnt change and einstein is a genuis.
in the working world, you're an idiot - whether or not your contribution works.
one works for a miserable pay, stays in a very miserable office which is miserably small for a working space that has TONNES of paperwork.

seeing some similarities? no worries, you're not seeing double.

updates!

2009-11-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

Haha updates! (:

I got a blackberry bold.
Got a job.
Got my first pay (gave half away).
Got a BB contact that makes being signed on with the BB service worth while. I hope all my girls get BBs & activate their service & we chat forever there, everyday & be so in sync with each others life.

I got a life.
Got amused.
Got angry.
Got tired.

Got blessed (:

More updates when I lay my hand on a comp. Sucks that workplaces ban social networkin sites. Mine at the least!!

I need an idea fer a business so I won't be a slave to cheap paychecks anymore.

could i be a kite?

2009-09-14T04:27:00.002+08:00

i recently found out that there are two sides to a person. u're either the kite or the person flyin the kite. if anyone knows how flyin a kite works, it has to be the person that bought the kite to watch it fly. yet, sometimes we get too caught up with the ownership of that's my kite up there that's flyin that even while lettin it fly...... u somehow hold on tight. big mistake cause there comes an increased risk that the string might snap and the kite fly far far away. then u'd become the one that let ur kite go.

i've been in both situations, lucky fer me. the person flyin the kite that had issues and the kite itself. trust me, its never as easy as it seems and it takes hell alot of effort. i guess that's why we choose sunny days to fly a kite :) i see my sunny sunday mornings slippin by.. now i have no idea what i wanna be or the direction i wanna take.

maybe i dont wanna be a kite anymore. adaptin from rachel from friends, maybe i wasnt meant to be a kite.. just that everyone told me that i was and i jus took the face value of it. maybe i realised im more than a kite, LOL, a bird or maybe superwoman (superman's gf - bad inside joke).

maybe time will tell which i wanna be, which i can be. whatever i am, you'd respect, support and love.... right? :) *cross fingers*

change; def. a constant.

2009-08-31T01:58:00.002+08:00

my girlies and i met on sat and had a real late lunch and we talked. and i realised that change is still the only constant. haha and oh yes, i almost forgot what that party girl life was about. now i remember, & im not sure if i want it anymore.

i have new priorities now. A JOB! :) cheers to that. till then, party till i get a job! hahaha (whoops)

free falling

2009-08-19T16:55:00.003+08:00

ever felt trapped? caught between doing the thing your heart tells you to or doing the thing your mind tells you to? and then you realise there's never a perfect solution to it, even if you secretly wish to do a balance between what your heart and mind wants. it teases you and taunts you at the same time.

then alast you reach the point you want neither and you just wished you never gotten yourself into that situation. yeah balls, i gotcha.

i look forward

2009-08-19T05:40:00.002+08:00

to 5am because thats when my mind convinces itself that it has done enough work that warrants my rest. that's my new sleeping time.

to 24 august cause nothing can be that bad after that date and there'd be a whole lot of rest that i can finally catch up on. plus a whole lot of people i want to meet (in random order): you, you, you & you. hahahahaha!!!

HOORAY, there's like 5 days left to doom day.

find me a superhero

2009-08-17T03:58:00.002+08:00

sometimes i get tickled just mentioning superheroes. i used to use superman in cheesy context, but who doesnt? haha. im in desperate need for a superhero because my dissertation is in the shits. now that is my ultimate kryptonite! :(

YIKES

2009-08-14T14:51:00.002+08:00

i lost an entry i made from my mobile. it was an interesting one as it involves things from my ex to my development. but... its gone now. haha, maybe it wasnt suppose to see the light.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

2009-08-09T18:52:00.001+08:00

hhaha i wasnt too patriotic but i had red hot nails on both my hands and feet and a simple white shirt. so at least i was still in line with the theme :p haha! :)

I have sent out my questionnaire to a few friends for pretesting. if i missed you out and you wanna help, kindly lemme know via text at my cell number or email me at sharngxy@gmail.com :)

all questionnaires done to be renamed to: questionnaire_urname (e.g. questionnaire_sharmaine)

thanks a million sweeties and hunks. hunks gotta pretend to be females la. SORRY :p

xx, back to studying!

curls and pearls!

2009-08-06T01:58:00.003+08:00

I want to buy a curling iron and experiment. i have been thinking about cutting short hair and everything. haha! but i realised that i wanted to have long hair for my 21st birthday pictures. do i think too far or do i think too far?

press on press on, D-19!

upgrade, iLOVE!

2009-08-04T03:02:00.003+08:00

oh oh, and theres finally an upgrade for the quad camera application of iPhone :)
HIPPY HOORAY.

LOVE *awww*

strangely enough, it just makes one look good automatically. haha.. no need for photoshop even when you aint wearing makeup! how awesome!! :)

perception perception

2009-08-04T02:56:00.001+08:00

HOW DO I MEASURE YOU?
IM GOING CRAZY JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU.
DAMMIT! :(

I AM ONE OF THEM

2009-07-31T00:47:00.004+08:00

you believe that people behave strangely and funny when they're stressed and they tend to say things without thinking? TICK.

you know how people are always saying that they're not understood, they can't understand, they're misunderstood but yet they don't understand you or they misunderstand you? TICK.

you know how it used to be that your friend thinks that her work isn't good enough or that she didn't study enough but she seems to be getting the same or even higher grades than you, the sucker who studied hard for it? TICK.

does this all sound familar? TICK.

which are you?

on a lighter note, do you think that when you're seated alone at the bus stop waiting fer your bus that taxi drivers in the first lane actually slow down their speed when approaching the bus stop in hope that you hail their cab? its like a lil teaser or something. i actually think they do! TAXI!

try all this, amplified, on a masters level.

random things that run through my mind

2009-07-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

GAH, ITS WEDNESDAY AND IM STILL SICK AND IM STILL MUGGING FOR MY DISSERTATION :( *pouts* WHY WHY WHY WHY!?

where did they go?

2009-07-22T03:29:00.002+08:00

haha, check this out. this was hot fer my era, was it too fer urs? c'mon! haha, i was jus pondering where they vanished too. it was pretty catchy songs, albeit a lil lame (my style right?) HAHAHA. enjoy!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0aXY2pM2sA
Tarzan & Jane

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAfu2MBYEew
Best friend

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDErgD9YNyc
The sailor song

Btw, i jus realised that they look a lil indian. is it me or that they are indians? haha! bollywood influence fer sharmaine at sucha young oh-so-tender age?

breakfast at Tiffanys

2009-07-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

i see myself with more and more work, its never ending and im relentless when it comes to going for the best grades. my grades came back for sem 2, it wasnt all rosy but it wasnt too bad :) owell! cant wait fer everything to be over. and then its a new start to work and ACA. gasp! both arent much to look forward to, past and present. do i have a choice?

the wonders of iPhone & lomography

2009-07-07T03:00:00.001+08:00

Blessed Sunday

2009-07-06T19:14:00.005+08:00

Sundays have never been better.
Dim sum at crystal jade - though i still cant blieve they charge me $6.50 for my glass of ice honey lemon!!!!
Tea at royal copenhagen, was so glad that cheryl liked my recommendation (Pheonix Fire or something, its very healthy curry without coconut milk; most suitable for lactose intolerant people like meee!)
Pastor Prince gave an awesome sermon that i have been praying for where i learnt things like the new convenant that i never really understood till now! followed by....
Starbucks and bitching session :p it was more like making monkey faces. and then....
Bag shopping with cheryl were she bought a loewe!! (happy right? i too wanna get one, talking to mummy abt it!) and ended up with..... *drum roll*
Crabs at casurina! :P YUMMY YUMMY MUMMY.

hehe, i'd let the pictures do the talking.

and all this preps me up for long weeks of mugging ahead :) IM HANGIN' IN THERE.

WEE

2009-07-04T22:27:00.001+08:00

apparently a new version - english oneeeee. oooh! i finally understand the song. haha!

if i could just conform

2009-07-03T02:39:00.003+08:00

Spot me? Hahaha! This is nostalgic!

I dont know why, but i think i got the stubborn bone from my dad. Its weird but its true. In a way, being stubborn is like being faithful, you stick to ur beliefs. Especially for a perfectionist like me who likes having things turn out exactly the way i pictured it - up that a notch - to turn out even better than the way i pictured it.

Jus imagine now my results since i pictured getting a distinction :) seems far away, but im dedicating the whole month of july to studying and taking study stuff very seriously now. Even if that means going off the radar fer a while, or not being there fer coffee sessions, tea, dinners, movies, clubbing. Only friends can understand why i reject because they want the best fer me :) haha, wot a mentality. But like daddy puts it "ask your friends to go fly kite".

I'd be back in 2 months (subject to how much work ive managed to complete to my satisfactory level), so we can party till cows moo and the sun rises. Other than that, i'd probably be blogging away about boring thoughts :) love you all and thanks fer understanding *muacks!*

adobe!

2009-07-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

urgh, somethings wrong with my adobe and i cant seem to save those journals that ive been getting off NORA. WHY? this is irritating, especially like one like myself has finally found the drive and direction to do my literature review :( OK, now im upset.

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE! i finally saw the ending of mario land. oh daisy daisy. dam happy can.. but its more moronic that ive been playing it fer years and never really got to finishing it (fine, never finished it!!) and Jefta finished the dam game fer me after playing it a few times. maybe its something that men have with gaming that i can never understand? its quite explainable when alot of gamers are male. unless we're talking about pussy games (sorry ladies, but admit it, gender equality doesnt really exist!)

:) yay im tired. going to bed and off to a fresh start for tomorrow's studying. i feel smart already. hehe.

luxury bags and their purchase drivers

2009-06-30T15:34:00.003+08:00

WHY DO LADIES BUY LUXURY BAGS?

Consumer self image

1. Materialism

2. Status and social recognition

3. Fashion consciousness

Branded luxury goods image

4. Quality

5. Price

Are there anymore that you ladies wanna add? :)

Here's just a few bags which i fancy :) sometimes, its these little things that remind me why i love my dissertation topic. they say passion can fuel you in work, i guess it really can. hehe, BAGS!

Gotta stop blogging about them, its makes me ache, i wanna own one!

oops, forgot about this!

2009-06-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

blogging from my phone can be so fun, especially when i can upload pictures of food. Drool & eat your hearts out, i had this at Bistro 103, its pork but i swear they totally made it look like beef & it tasted heavenly :) YUM!

im still alive, in case you guys miss me.

2009-06-30T01:13:00.001+08:00

awww.

2009-06-30T01:05:00.002+08:00

MJ died & his cause of death is still unknown.
Remembering a mobile number that i wont be dialling.
Being stupid in order to get smarter, its all about levels.
Falling sick despite not having eaten ruffles for a week.
Re-learning that appearances are deceiving, thanks Bistro 103.
Needing rest but still up awake in bed typing on her phone's qwerty keypad, blogging away.
Missing random things like sushi tei & its ika hanasaki tempura.

Wee :) its time to start living a fuller life, although mine's quite packed already.

literature review

2009-06-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

the thing about them is that they never seem to end. there are a few must-dos in order fer your literature review to be presentable.

literature review defined: provides basis for development of related hypothesis through review of existing literatures on area of topic. it must be logical, organised and up to date. someone forgot to mention that keyword searches are very important to getting useful relevant sources (articles and journals) for your literature review.

ok, this was done all in a hope to get my adrenaline pumping to start on my literature review. this is such a failed attempt. URGH.

on the brightside, church today was fantastic! :)

sister loving

2009-06-17T23:16:00.005+08:00

you know even though my sis has gotten the MG bug (quote her: which is gossiping) i still love her. here are some reasons why!

ok sorry, pardon my recent craze with photobooth. it happens when you hang out too much with someone that uses a macbook!

and yes, btw... im not making any headway or progress with my dissertation. it always seem stagnant and not enough. i think im too much of a perfectionist and because of that it has caused me my temporarily imprefection. but im going to work around it. i just remembered about my trip to the school library on 9th of june which was sooo good because i sat down for hours reading sample dissertations (or must i confess, stealing the layouts and the words and etc) and yes, i truly think that sample dissertations are the best thing that can happen to a masters student minus for the drawbacks that you cant photocopy them, you cant take them out of the librarian's sight and you cant scan them. gahh, that officially makes me sad again!

see me expand, ive been eating to take my mind off stuff. URGH.

from the little things

2009-06-16T14:13:00.001+08:00

you're so shy its so cute

x)

strum me

2009-06-12T13:09:00.003+08:00

ive been learning how to play the guitar, nothing special and theres not much progress to brag about! i dont know if im in this alone, but watching those fingers move along the neck of the guitar to play the different notes and reach the different pitches is just so sexy sometimes. i wonder who invented the guitar. so many sounds from one thing, i swear the guitar is more female than a woman.

an untitled playlist

2009-06-12T12:16:00.003+08:00

1. you = beautiful day
2. come back to me
3. nobody
4. that thing you do
5. tears in heaven
6. blackbird
7. i should be so lucky
8. give it to me
9. on bended knees
10. i'll make love to you

sweet!

tall, grande, venti

2009-06-11T17:16:00.002+08:00

im so happy because i have all 3 cups now. yay* haha nothing beats sushi tei and starbucks after that. its crazy how the songs playing at that cd shop actually helps make the atmosphere more exciting. its got this unexpected element in it, you never know whats the next song. that aside, the unexpected racist jokes are also another plus point! i think they get better when one is pissed or tired or just really needy for some form of laughter!

i still have plenty of readings to do and i just realised im kinda into mid june alr - meaning that i have about 2 months to my dissertation submission. haha :)

amazing how time flies. lets not fight that, it does fly. you know how sometimes we give deadlines for ourselves and how sometimes we set deadlines unto others that they dont know about and then surprise them with our decision when the deadline's up and nothing was done on their part? i wonder if its the fear of losing me or the fear of losing that would make you meet the expectations of my deadline for you or trigger some kind of action from you. cuz... if you really wanted something that bad, would it have taken you that long to act? then maybe you just dont want it that bad, and if you dont, i rather not force it. i can understand, i was ever in both positions - on the giving end and on the receiving end. and boy, both positions are miles away from each other; flip sides of a coin. amazing how both can co-exist in the same place; just like you and me, we aint very different actually, are we? ;) just the different sides, i chant.

wondergirls

2009-06-09T03:30:00.002+08:00

haha mayb im laggy or whatever~ but ive been so entertained & diggin e wondergirls video to the nobody song. haha :) & ive been burnin hrs at e library, wonderful startin point fer my very brilliant study path. yay*

Oooooooh btw, i think i should start twitting. one word sentences are better fer lazy people like me, im nt too sure - i mean... even with 160 characters of a regular sms, i alr required more dan tt when textin friends. am i bitchy or wot? heh, i think its normal la, especially when ive got free sms all e WAY. ok, dont b jealous laaaaaaa.

NLB moments

2009-06-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

guess where i am? im at the reference library. i decided to work smarter this time round and brought my lappie with me :) haha! but then again, i dont know why but i dont seem to be too productive. too many ideas runnin through my mind and an endless supply of aircon making my eyes dry. i should have smuggled some gummy bears in (humfph)

sigh, why why are dissertations that complicated? i rather someone give me an outline and i go with it. at least i wont have that jittery feeling that im missing something out. its always that something missing when it comes to me. haha!

ok, back to S T U D Y I N G ? ? ?

who wants to be a weekend millionnaire?

2009-05-31T17:31:00.004+08:00

the week has gone by pretty fast and my dissertation deadline is once again nearing for the next supervisor meeting. ive nothing up my sleeves thus far and im searching for new ideas on how to better my introductory paragraph!..

lets see, i started working and its been pretty fun. i recently realised that they retermed cold calling to telemarketing. its all about the presentation of the technical jargons i guess? haha :) add coordination to that list and that kinda sums up my job scope. im not too sure if i should continue working, cuz i find myself having serious problems parting with my free time and i have fears that my dissertation report will be affected. but it sucks cuz i feel bad if i were to bail out on my friend who currently needs help. then again, i question if im more of a hindrance. haha! :)

i seem to like playing superhero to my friends' need-help-immediately circumstances and i did a mini ice cream and drink selling stunt at sia huat's warehouse sale. it was crazy hot but also crazy fun tho! its been a while since i last did stuff like that, it brings back alot of funny memories. i guess IWP really does play a role somehow! i recall selling chin chow and chocolate krispies. the chocolate krispies idea was a total rip off from elaine (thanks to her idea ;) have to give her credit else she'd bring it up the next time i meet her!) and it was really fun those days spent at her pl at 6th ave experimenting out the chocolate and if we could add water to cut our costs and get more chocolate krispies produced. hmmm, mayb i should do those chocolate krispies again soon! but anyway, back to my ice cream selling stunt, i got some bites from who knows what kind of insects that were there but theyre lookin pretty good - for now.

OMG&OMG&OMGG, i became a millionnaire over the weekend. and the people i hung out with were millionnaires too! :) haha its good to be around like minded people. haha, i also played millionnaire stakes poker and it was all in good fun. so david's birthday celebration was held at batam and it was quite a nice event. i sung my lungs out at the ktv!! was so happy! and oh yes, im so glad im in singapore bcuz we cant smoke in hotels or clubs. yay* and keith bought marlboro black methol cigarettes, ive never seen those in sg bef so it looks pretty neat. prolly should have gotten one pack for the girls since syaz smokes quite alot (or has she alr quit?!) but yea, i shouldnt get it to encourage any of them to smoke right? :) i cant blame myself for being so sweet *aww*

okie dokies, yet another birthday celebration at the far FAR east side of sg.. i wonder why people like to b born in the month of may. P/S: speaking of which, thrs a tracyeinny collection coming up tonight. yay yay yippee, i shall camp in front of my comp, if not MAKE SURE i have a comp so i can definately get the dress i spy with my lil fashion eye. forgive me for saying this but i still feel like i dont have enough clothes! hahaha :D

and oh yes, did i mention that our millions were in rupiahs?

nice badge, nice trophy?

2009-05-24T16:05:00.002+08:00

doesnt my badge on my blog look pretty pretty? all thanks to Elaine fer her help. heh :)

so syaz is finally back (finally a couple that made it out of a long distance rship!) im so envious, my rship never really survived a long distance. or perhaps it takes two to clap and want the same thing and we had different aims? but anyway its so cute to see them so happy now. tong was so hilarious when he told me that they were holding hands non stop, like if ilyas let go syaz would be taken back via AirFrance. LOL! :D

so, i havent heard frm vic so i wonder how she has been. i replied her email but she didnt reply, i guess thats when ppl are busy. its a gd sign shes still alive via facebook. hehe :P but really babe, wots fun without photos? (sorry, ure talking to someone with a serious photowhore problem) haha.

BTW, im already feeling the signs of GSS. went shopping with nic and he spent under $450 to get like the best deals out there can (3 awesome cuts of bensherman shirts - work shirts with collars mind u, very nice! plus plus a black CK Jeans and a navy blue zara pants) nothing beats shopping at paragon with a citibank and UOB credit card. i swear if i ever am gg to own a credit card, it'd purely be fer getting all the discounts. it makes these branded stuff super cheap. hehe! i had lots of fun shoppin around and walking till my legs were going to break. and talk about wanting to scout first. hehe! i bought dam dirt cheap and super freaking nice lasenza thongs (3 for a whoopin $5.90) *GASPGASPGASP* this is prolly the only time that shops like mango and zara have competitive pricing against blog shops.

im startin work on monday so it means more stuff to do, more moolah to spend and i can go SHOPPING (yes, cindy, yes!) i like being busy. its the time of my life to go out there and carve my own career. better start thinking proper about what i wanna do fer my future and plan something smashin for my 21st birthday! I HAVE TO. maybe that day i wont just be the root of all evil, i'd be the soil and the tree and the water of all evil (pardon me, i know its lame! ;p)

pics soon fer ya'll! :) **SMOOCH**

E.X.A.M.S

2009-05-20T01:40:00.002+08:00

i hate them. and thank God theyre over come friday! :) but not to mention that i have my dissertation proposal meeting at MacD raffles city on tuesday and i dont even have an idea that theres even a MacD there at raffles city. haha :) that means i have to work an introduction paragraph at least on tuesday so that i can provide something to my supervisor!

haha there has been alot of crazy fun going on but i havent had time to blog about it nor upload the beautiful crazy ass pictures! some are up on facebook alr but yea :) i think i need to have a much healthier lifestyle with more human slping hours and a better dissertation grade in order to impress and get my distinction fer my masters. and if that masters is not possible, i need at least a first class honours!! the need to impress and prove myself is BIG especially for someone that takes the non conventional route. im so envious seeing elaine graduate! finally babe! ;) but then again the fear of having to find a job and all sets in. i hope the next job i get is wild crazy amazing and suits my personality. i dont want it to stifle my passion and lifestyle and that i'd be happy doing!

will blog again soon, a proper post with lots of crazy rubbish. stay tuned! be square!

those were the days

2009-05-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

looking at my brother's facebook and seeing how hes slowly shaping up to be a man is quite an experience. well, i guess im envious because i never had poly friends or jc friends due to the very different study route that i took. sometimes it'd be nice to have gone through all that. i wonder how that would affect the me that people know now. haha :)

but yea, those were the days.

GAH, i cant believe that my bestie is going off to the states and syaz is finally returning. why cant there be a nice 5 people gathering. i miss my girls, alot.

why so serious?

2009-05-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

in times like this when im rushing for my proj assignments, how not to? *GASP* workload is never ending! nvm, may 4th is fast approaching. yayness & gayness!

you = beautiful day

2009-05-02T01:49:00.001+08:00

i cant wait for my projs to end and i can finally go mambo, hang and let loose. yay yay yippee.

is that true? :)

oh... prada!

2009-04-29T01:12:00.002+08:00

OOPS mummy misbehaved. but nvm, im gonna help her with her affair. shes funding my affair too :P

mummy bought a prada bag. she promised sharmaine a 2.55. and now, shes close to promising a balenciaga! :) hehe.. woopeedeeeers!~

isnt this love?

the baker

2009-04-26T12:23:00.002+08:00

so after having stayed away from baking for the longest time, im going to bake again today. my signature cookies and brownies (ok fine, thats about all that i know how to bake). i remember wanting to learn to bake strawberry cheesecake because it was his favourite - and my favourite too. maybe i should go hunt for a strawberry cheesecake receipe soon. hehe :p

yay! btw, my bag came and it looks awesome awesome. even better dan the pictures! it gets me dam excited thinking abt my fanny leopard dress (a gift from Mr. T) hehe. i cant wait, the week ahead looks set to start on a right note! woopeedeee~

totally how i feel!

2009-04-24T00:15:00.001+08:00

feels like forever

2009-04-22T18:29:00.002+08:00

Friday seems so near yet so far away. i wished it was near because its time for me to relax, unwind and go ZOUK! :) i wished it was far because it means that my deadline for my marketing research project is due and im not near done with it yet. pouring hours into my work doesnt seem to pay off quite as well, what are the odds im playing against?!

Plus this week suddenly seems so hectic with all the dissertation supervisor meetings along with classes everyday!

BAH.

its almost the end of my second semester

2009-04-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

i cant believe it..yay and hooray to my small wonderful class fo 11 people. im going to bake cookies and brownies for my class once im done with my marketing research proposal. at least there is sufficient time to bake a few batches and watch them enjoy it (haha, no worries, i wont poison them!)

no wonder they say small is wonderful :)

this friday will be fun :) im finally going to be going Zouk and im going to have a blast before starting to mug for the next upcoming project. i wonder how people can do projects way ahead and be on schedule. certainly not me! i run better on tight deadlines and stress. haha! i perform better does not equate to me being a better person when im stressed. i can be such a grouch sometimes, but thankfully everyone's been able to take it. you especially :)

back to my project proper. did i mention that i dont really fancy doing literature review?

take a deep breath

2009-04-20T12:19:00.001+08:00

thats exactly wot i need now, deep breathes and a calm mind. i need to.............

S. T. U. D. Y.

Come to mama!

2009-04-19T15:25:00.002+08:00

:) YAY new bag, im so excited. was eyeing this quite a while ago and they didnt reply my backorder but they finally did and im getting the last piece with a top up cuz of my previously spoilt bag. heehee, baby agrees that its niceeee!

P/S: E, rmb the zipper dress u liked at miss selfridge? this blog shop has a black version coming up for its new collection on monday 20/4 so pls pls camp at the site and buy it fer urself if u really fancy it :) u deserve some pampering. its half the price we saw at miss selfridge BTW! :)

cows do bowl

2009-04-19T14:41:00.004+08:00

After a long hiatus from the sport, i finally got the courage to play it again. haha! i suddenly remembered the notorious days when i would skip school fer very valid medical reasons (with vic :p) haha plus days of trouble when i got my then-boyfriend to skip school to support me. it was all good and fun and bowling again brings back all those fun memories. without a doubt, bowlers are fun people to be with.

Remember the days when we had a leg twitch when we missed a spare or the days when the pins seem like char kway teow at the end of the lane when such a powerful strike happened when the ball spun itself into the right pocket with of cuz the help of the arm and following through? haha! :) and the high 5s and 10s teammates give to each other as a sign of encouragement and praise for either an open frame, a spare or at best a strike? :P

YAY :) bowling is the new saturdays.

i never knew

2009-04-16T12:11:00.002+08:00

i never ever ever knew that i could survive on just 3.5 hours of slp! :) but thankfully that paid off awesome with gd feedbacks fer my presentation!

im gonna be workin harder today since mahj tonight is cancelled. but thankfully thrs gonna b poker on fri night, so sth to look forward to & work hard to leave time fer. gee, everythg with work has to come first!! :) hv u ever seen such a motivated sharmaine? yay*

i gave everything back

2009-04-14T01:08:00.003+08:00

doing the excel sheets for my direct marketing project whereby i have to work backwards and churn out the budget just makes me realise one thing: that i gave everything back to my lectureres. haha! :) i guess thats how things go when you work yea.. get the paper qualification. and then only apply what is neccessarily at work. the rest, you just give it all back. gasp! now i know where the inspiration for are you smarter than a 5th grader came from!

nvm, just keep at it. it'd come back somehow? i love my optimism! :) okays! i need to hit the sack now to be awake for tomorrow's morning meeting!

bring home a starbucks cup?

2009-04-13T00:08:00.003+08:00

technically a tall cup will cost one $4.00? and if one ordered a venti and brought the cup home, that was a cheap investment for a cup that big is sufficient. gd enough to wake up, pour cereal into it, bring it into bed and have breakfast in bed with the man you love. haha, i think i found a new excuse to upsize my drink to a venti! *ahem* some are smarter, they want venti cups on the pretext of non plastic cups when asking for ice water and bring them home - and tt will only mean a zero cost investment fer a cup that big (gasp!) :D

anyhw, catchin up with the girls can never be more fun and its always with them that i do such dirty deeds (like steal a tall, im eyein a venti next) haha and have silly laughs plus frighten ourselves on how old we are getting, the qualifications that we have, how we see ourselves in 10 years and yadah yadah.

so the next two weeks will be hectic and a crazy crazy crunch time for me to get my act together and do my best for my projects. im quite confident about my plan and i hope things turn out the way i have planned them to be. procrastination is easy to get along with.

oh gosh, lets welcome monday with open arms. you look so huggable!

oops

2009-04-11T16:12:00.001+08:00

dad says im getting out of hand.
i think i am.
this happens when one doesnt play by the rules.

the importance of being earnest

2009-04-07T14:41:00.002+08:00

im finally going for another theatre thingy! so excited :p hehe, hope it'd b as good as the reviews have been making them out to be. its gonna b crazy funny i hope?!

i did alot of dreaming today, weird and odd dreams i must say. i wonder wot dreams mean sometimes, are they the opposite of whats really gonna happen or are they whats really gonna happen. and i wonder how people have their dejavu moments. i have never had one. perhaps i could go create one? :) sounds like a much better plan than my study plan.

urgh, remind myself again why i have a love/hate feeling with excel?

P/S: i wanna go on a backpacking road trip, for like a month or sth! & my pit stop will be at hong kong. weeee! i shall start planning and propose the idea to my daddy. on the other hand, daddy's idea of me going to uk in a few months sounds way fun. it'd b my SHOPPING OVERKILL.

when i grow old

2009-04-06T23:50:00.002+08:00

i was waiting for the bus to head to school, after of course missing the bus before that bus. haha. and i saw this old woman and her shoes. yes, sharmaine and shoes. and then you know those scoll looking ones or however they are spelt. i had a sudden fear. i suddenly feared that i wont have such shoes to wear when i grow old :( *bimbs moment* elaine was nice enough to tell me i'd be rich enough when im old to custom make my own pair. yay, yay, yippee!

OMG, i just saw more shoes today. i have already bought 5 pairs thus far this week. tong says i have more than enough to wear one a day, but i rebutted by saying that one month has 30 days so i have another 25 more days to go!!!!! :D hehe.

P/S: i bought a new jacket. a hotter than hot jacket. ROCK ON. im sucha faker (inside joke, more tmr!)

charts

2009-04-06T01:26:00.004+08:00

omg, i realised that on 2nd april (A DAY THAT I DIDNT BLOG) i had like 57 page loads, a few unique visitors and a handful of returning visitors. am i that interesting?

HAHAHA, i shit you not when i say my life has stability. a stable amount of visitors!

sentiments exact?

2009-04-06T00:51:00.004+08:00

sometimes i forget wot i last blogged about and i read my blog to remember. does anyone do that too? i dont wanna be the only one doing that - its a tad too special for someone like me. haha, kidding. you know im game for anything!

life has been so busy these days and i guess there are some things i wished i could do better or not do at all. im both ends of a pole but nothing in between. i wished my life had balance but i constantly tilt to one side, i guess? you guessed as much too.

hmm lets see the highlights for my week.

confirmed results
confirmed membership
confirmed tracyeinny dress
confirmed partying
confirmed family lunch & shopping
confirmed needs (need to move on, need to party less, need to gym & swim, need to lose weight, need to count my calories, need to get that miu miu wallet, need for alot of other things!!!! wahahahaha)

im tryin to convince myself that i have some form of stability in my life.

btw, i think you guys are possibly forgetting how i look. heres a hot picture of me fer you (:

DIGEST.

hectic

2009-04-03T17:57:00.001+08:00

my new pet phrase.
my new life.
will find time to blog when time finds me :) haha.

blisterin barnicles!

2009-03-18T15:55:00.002+08:00

am suddenly reminded of tin tin & e blisterin barnicles phrase. im nt too sure if i spelt it correctly but owells! :) so prouda myself cuz ive managed to squeeze a few more hundred words outta myself fer my report, nt like it helps much considerin tt im lookin at a 4000word count! (sheesh)

sometimes i jus dont like thgs movin so fast nor do i like thgs movin too slow. other a times, ths moments seem to suffocate me. its nt within my control, the emotions i feel. but yet i wished it was cuz if it was, u'd feel less miserable. all i can offer to u nw are moments, nt a promise & definately nt a lifetime. & dont b enticed by ths moments, for they will rob u of the lifetime dream tt u seek fer us. an US? oh e irony when all i see clearly in e picture is me. i am sorry.

white horse

2009-03-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

hold your horses, im still finding myself.
i hate it when time's running out and i cant seem to find the motivation to do my work. it gets DAM frustrating but yet all i can do is look at myself rot while finding inspiration. DAMMIT.

perhaps Grey, E. will help? too much referencing has led to me talking like this.

but nvm on the brightside ((: Tong, N. will be hosting a wine party on sat and i will be meeting Tan, E. for lunch at sushi tei this week so its rather soon and oh yes yes confirming dinner date with Xu, H. M. to take reverse bungee tickets yay* and i miss Leong, V. cuz she seems so out of my life. and then Shonilia, S. is stuck in france with teachers striking and Chng, C. is busy peeling bcuz she had a wonderful trip with her bf to an island in msia. and i want to state one more but it'd be too obvious.

GO FIGURE. hahahahahahaha!

a stone cold bluff

2009-03-14T23:41:00.003+08:00

i admire the way barry did a stone cold bluff in one of the episodes in season 3.
and how i was recited the butterflytales blog entry about white lies (i really was listening,@.@)
and i realise that its not only the men who use white lies.
i know of a friend who uses white lies and we both know that the white lies keep us from the many dangers lurking around us women - the most dangerous being men.

but its funny how we cant tell ourselves those white lies. its like wearing the mask and playing its role. it gets to the point where you are so attached and immensed in playing its role that you lose yourself. yet at that point, as twisted as it seems, something snaps you back to reality and unveils to you your own white lies. or maybe in time to come, your white lies will catch up to you.

till then, i just need to find myself back so i can complete my MK 480 project. i love deadlines becuz they bring out the best in me. they make me feel like im livin on a edge, like everyday is a busy packed day, like everyday is the last day of my life to shine in my moment to excel. they somewhat quench my thirst for success.

wont you love it if i gave you a secret deadline? ;)

Retro kid in motion, yo!

2009-03-13T15:37:00.003+08:00

its another friday 13. haha! sometimes its hilarious how the heavens make fun of me. putting two in 2009.

anyw, i think im fast becoming a retro kid man. mambo songs help me study, no? haha!

oh yes, i read this off elaine's blog and i liked it so here it is in mine but adapted to the things i like. haha (:

When you pick me up on our first date all over again, please bring me a blue rose. I know they’re roses dye-d blue, but I like them cause they look good and make me happy.

I’m not fond of dark chocolates, but I seriously love milk chocolates. If you find yourself wanting to spend money on candies, seeds to grow my own cocoa tree would be lovely.

If you play golf, acoustic guitar (guitar heroes would be passable) and text me sweet nothings about sunny days and rainbows after rain, this is a plus.

If you have an empty wardrobe for me to fill (thus understandin my love fer shoes and dresses), this is another plus.

If you have an accent, I will marry you and have your babies hands down. (HAHA, how true!)

If you can cook (even if it meant instant noodles with ghim moh sec auntie's brand sausages) and make me homemade soup (ok, maybe campbell can make it) for days like these when I’m sick, it would be fantastic.

If you like mambo and silly TV shows (spongebob!), we’ll be bff, too.

These are mainly the keys to winning my heart - i’ll write more when i think about it again.

Doing silly things like this reminds me alot about you.

TONKICHI, BDAY PARTY AT OPS, MAHJ! ((: AWESOME FRIDAY* TGIF!

my amazing sister

2009-03-11T08:58:00.000+08:00

i can nv imagine slpin alone in a room, without my sister - altho she keeps me up at night at times, but i think i do more than jus keep her up at night :) yackin to her abt my issues & problems seems like a wonderful idea sometimes!

its fun to be up & in sch at such a crazily early hour bef class starts & thankfully my phone makes it easier fer time to pass - altho it doesnt help tt i use it quite frequently in sch!

alot of stuff has been going on in my life lately,vics 21st yada yada blah blah. i almost cant wait fer my time to turn 21 but we all knw tt its still a LONG way frm nw. nvm, i'd jus bask in the glory of still bein 20 & gettin my way ard thgs. hehe :P added benefit, no?

the past few nights hv been alot abt talkin to myself, mental restructurin u might call it. hasnt been too effective but its better than nth. i suddenly miss hvin toast (caesar chicken sandwich with balsamic onions, too bad they did away with their wonderful potatoe salad) & sittin by e window side watchin ppl pass me by. oooook, here i go again with yackin abt food! gee, sometimes i wonder why my expansion rate is slow. haha!

apart frm tt, my results hv been quite satisfactory & i think im gonna continue strivin on & try to aim fer my distinction. so lets pray i dont go fer mambo tonight. BUT i hv plans fer helipad lined up tho.. oh boy~

i feel like jus lyin in ur arms & watch the nights go by. its nice to retreat frm this world.

"Hellooooooo WORLD"

bear with me guys.

2009-03-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

i jus had to do this. today's my anniversary. i always imagined 09/03/09 as a wonderful date that even a simple dinner would make me the most contented person on earth. and then i even thought of 09/09/09. u know, 9 is tombola's supposedly number that is known as the love potion. 9 in chinese means lasting. 9 means alot of things to me, it spells you in one number.

most of you know how much of a perfectionist i am. but its funny how i fell in love with the most imperfect thing in my life - Woodhouse.

a friend told me that wood houses are the most unsafe kind of houses to be in. theyre not stable and they get blown away by strong winds. but its so funny how much security i can get from being with something that unstable.

we go back a long way, from secondary school till working life. we have been through so much together, so much so that going through anything together anymore would be just too painful. but i really love him and i really miss him to itsy bits. and it feels like i would just do it all over again with no regrets.

it feels like a long night. happy 5 years baby <3

baby wont u call me please!

2009-03-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

mambo night was fun :) i shld aspire to b a mambo queen, learn all e moves & go every wednesday - how fun!

anyway, vic's birthday went by & the big party will b tmr. my bed bugs bite are still ard :( so i guess i'd give swimmin a miss! *pouts* nt like my figure has been doin well with all my eatin. haha elaine says tt when one thinks more abt weight loss, u actually start puttin on more weight. tt can b rather true.

i caught watchmen last night, it was rather gory & etc but it ended up rather nicely though. brings abt some sense of being a noble person - shamin ur name to bring abt peace & happiness. haha, true & untrue at the same time.

thgs have been gg well & im rather glad with myself & hw ive been copin with thgs - even if tt means tt i might nt hv with me the answers i want, nor the knowledge of the type of qns i would like to ask. just dealin with the disappointment & the brutality of lies frm one i once loved. its very true when they say change is the only constance.

i shall try payin attention in class now (stop playin with my mobile) & behave. meow! cant wait to find manda aft my class. it does get boring. NEXT!!

so you say

2009-03-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

i dislike getting lied to and betrayed. so when i wanted her out of the picture, i meant it. and see what happens, u prove me right again. so predictable! oh well, enough of you and your rubbish. likeminded people attract each other.

so i got my results back and they were awesome (: quite happy, im an average first class honours student. woo pee! haha. and i had the yummiest curry scissors rice and a nice walk to mustafa. i love hanging around mustafa discovering little things like nice converse children size sneakers and realise how blind you are when discovering pola snack. nownow, what would you do without me? :p

mambo tmr. i cant wait! theres always butterflies in my tummy when im dancing with you in the summer rain ((: xx

gone with the wind

2009-03-01T15:51:00.002+08:00

i was being so crappy when i said i love the weather these days. its like my favourite mambo song which holds so many memories. raining in the summer! haha. the weather has made travelling around a tad frustrating - but theres a reason why cars and umbrellas were invented.

ive been such a lazy bug, it seems to take forever to jump start my engine to get my work going and preferably done. vicky's bday celebration is coming up this weekend so if i do hope to enjoy myself to the max, i had better get some work done. and oh yes, another thing to blame is the fact that ive got the most horrible bed bug bites on my legs. and im very thankful to those who have been putting em steriod creams on my legs. it gives me comfort to know that at least im not having a disease that warrants the choppin off of my legs cuz honestly, i thought it was about time they got chopped off when i saw how bad the bites have become -shiver- ewwww.

but now i have lovely nails to boot (thanks to manda) so it doesnt feel that bad. its been a rather quite week without the clubbin, but i realised that ive stepped into the fendi boutique way too many times this week. cant blame them for having such wonderful summer accessories right?!

i feel whiney. its time to make a call.

lets see...

2009-02-24T00:35:00.003+08:00

i have a polariod of us in my wallet.
i cant help but melt upon hearing the plans you have fer us.
ive seen you for 10 days straight and i honestly can do with more.

1. Love, honour and respect her;
2. be sexually and emotionally faithful;
3. listen without being judgemental;
4. support her ambitions;
5. try to understand how she is different emotionally;
6. be honest at all times and keep promises;
7. share in child care and domestic work;
8. be as attentive, fun-loving and adoring as you were during courtship;
9. and be affectionate.

how much out of the 9 can u check?

scary? thats me.

from mrs to ms.

2009-02-17T15:33:00.003+08:00

so after two friday the thirteens, i figured its time to bring it all to a stop. and im quite thankful for it because i realised that life gets better without him around. i havent had the time to stop and think about the past and like the name: its past. i leave him behind with kisses and no misses.

(: moving on to vday, it was a wonderful smash. not to mention meeting some new people and getting happy tgt on what seems to be a singles night out.. i saw a part of zouk i never knew existed when you dragged me out to the bridge to talk.

i forgot how fun being single on vday is. i still get pampered and get roses. plus, i have so much fun without spending x2 of my money. hahahaha!

so what say you, be mine?

it doesnt wait.

2009-02-03T16:49:00.002+08:00

how time flies. we're already in february of 2009 and i can just foresee how the next few months will fly by. i dont really fancy february because i have got more proposals to get done :( it also spells the start of a new school term for me. lazing around doing nothing is actually quite appealing for me and i was just getting used to it..

anyway, it is confirmed that my gambling luck isnt too shiney this year - except for poker that is. haha!

ive been having headaches and what nots. i cant figure out why either. urghhh. back to reading my many many printed journals. sigh!

CNY

2009-01-28T18:08:00.002+08:00

so gambling hasnt been too lucky for me as the CNY begins (: hehe, but it has been fun and fruitful! mummy has given the green light for a 2.55 *beams* and to use the rest of her branded bags. now now, if only i can squeeze a car out of daddy! haha.

that aside, there was one unhappy thing this CNY and im sitting on the fence with regards as to what to do. haha, i just got another piece of advice - just play it up double. you know like how ppl bet double to double up on their gains or either double up on their losses? this looks like a good direction for the new year! (:

high stakes

2009-01-23T02:30:00.003+08:00

i've been watching a little too much of high stakes poker bcuz its addictive and awesome (: shopping with vic today was awesome though i didnt buy much. i did alot of driving around though ;) hehe.

but either way, i wonder if i was gonna play a 2 7 hand should i be in a high stakes poker game. if only a little more was a little less. i wished i had more of you and less of me.

yes, you guess it

2009-01-13T03:25:00.002+08:00

http://rahs-.blogspot.com/2004/07/rock.html

ive always been urged by cheryl to read back on my older blog posts (pardon my english then! haha) about my relationship with J, and i realised just how in love i was with him back then. we really were young, huh?

and then it dawned onto me, its either stronger, the same way or gone... GUESS?

and we got our sofas!

2009-01-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

so syaz is leaving and we all met up for a blast (: i must say, it was a fun first time at zirca! the sofa joke that was all round that night was a blast (: glad to say that syaz and ilyas have a gd sense of humour. but either ways, im gonna miss u when ure gone - come back soon; 6 months, no extension please.

life isnt always neccessarily a breeze, i know i didnt breeze through this weekend. it was as torturous as hell and im glad i had people to hear me rant. im pretty much done and tired with ranting because i hate repeating the same thing over again and ranting needs input from others too. it cant always be my input. i'd rant again when i get new input. haha (:

either ways, i hate having to type a report about my self perception. this is me, me is this. yadah yadah blah blah, how can i ever make it simpler!!

not that a little blogging would kill

2009-01-08T02:32:00.003+08:00

(: so new year, new resolutions and all things new. me and vic have got a date set for our massive shopping fer new clothes (i sound so teenager doing this) and yes, with all the lovely gambling this january session whats not to like?

i seem to take a gamble in everything ;)

anyhoo, report's due 13th and its gonna be a smash. gotta start working hard for it as my weekends look set to go. plenty and plenty of plans. partay partay partay. i hope my poor throat works with me for once to get something done!

oh yes, and if if if the madam says yes.. i'd have it ((: cannot cannot wait! will update u guys when its confirmed mine. heehee.

im kinda happy staying home everyday. except i miss toast, fishball noodles (kway teow), food republic's beef noodles, fei fei wanton mee, botak jones and many more sinful delights. and i thought i was saving my calories for pineapple tarts this new year!!

the joy of turning a year older

2008-12-27T02:45:00.005+08:00

i celebrated with a few groups and had a few cakes (:

i appreciate my colleagues remembering my birthday and treating me to a yummy meal, giving me the sweetest surprise by having a birthday song being played in the restuarant's sound system and having a surprise birthday cake (even though i was already at the dessert part of my buffet steamboat) heh!

had ra-ra-men with my mahjong khakis and phili! (: i love that babe and im so glad that shes back from the States jus in time fer my birthday. mahjong khakis were full of crap but i love them anyway. they sung a heh-heh-heh ppy birthday song to me. hahaha (: really really appreciate them asking me out, making the lunch date to my timing and just being there to celebrate it with me *aww* i swear im willing to lose more money to them after this. haha!

i did go fer some chilling at walas, wanted to go fer timbre cuz it was good fellas playing and i wanted to hear their awesome rendition of always be my baby (: but i look a lil too shagged in the pictures!! it was a long night (: but anyhoo, i had friends of different circles, family dinner at newton and JJ jus being there to make it happen. i felt really special, like it really was my day to own!

and its never complete without the girls isnt it? (: it was slightly different this year, lunch instead and dim sum! *yum* hehe. it was nice catching up with all of them on a xmas eve morning and it was nice to know i have girlfriends who stand by me. they were so sweet to give me almost a whole set of shiseido's skin care. loveeeeeed it!!

and to all who wished me a happy birthday, i did have a happy birthday. was pampered and spoilt rotten like a princess and im so glad that the year is coming to an end! just really like to thank all those who wished me a happy birthday, gave me surprises, treat to meals, gave me pressies and just really really made my day (: love love!

i wonder how the new year count down will be like.. and yes, a new year's resolution list is in the making. im setting realistic goals that are attainable in a year. haha! you know what a dreamer i can become when it comes to goal setting.

and the list works!

2008-12-20T15:48:00.000+08:00

so ive had a few friends asking me about my list and what i want and *yippeee* ive got some stuff thats coming in. haha!

ho hum, back to my books. jus needed to blog an entry for the fun of it.

of pantomimes, shopping and a blessed xmas

2008-12-19T13:09:00.002+08:00

thursdays have never been so fun!

I caught one of our very own from wild rice production, Snow White and the 7 dwarfs. it was hilarious and the money was well spent (: i also did some shopping - real and reel. it takes away the stress i feel with the piling reports, workload and family matters.

and wot more to unwind to live band goodfellas at timbre? ;) life's good i must say.

so christmas is well round the corner and so is my birthday. ive been wanting to get a birthday present list down but i really dont know what and where to start. haha. like many, i have many things i want. and as always, things i want are pricey which is why they are not within my reach yet. rightttt? :D

1. Chanel 2.55
2. A Balenciaga bag
3. A car (i have no idea what yet)
4. Qwerty keypad cellphone *beams* this one is settled.
5. More $$ for shopping (ffrom dresses to bags to shoes and much more)
6. Mac Eye makeup base (apparently quite gd?)
7. Shiseido Softener (Toner)
8. A new camera *beams* this one was already given in nov! heh.
9. A nice dinner with family, close friends and woodhouse (: followed by drinks at a chillout place like timbre.

Ok, item 1-3 will be given to sharmaine by sharmaine.
The rest.. seems pretty good. haha! i need to brainstorm a new list when my brain isnt in its current fried state.

Oh, what a wonderful month!

i spy with my eye a photowhore.

2008-12-12T02:18:00.004+08:00

above is the reason why mobile phones cameras are still better than stand alone digital cameras (: photowhore! hehehe. (compliments of DavidC)

pretty applicable

2008-12-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

fancy this. its the first thing that i saw, and i think it applies very well to me.

haha. yes, it is that ironic.

there's a time for everything

2008-12-09T13:28:00.004+08:00

The weekend with a monday holiday has come to an end and here i am back in school attending my many lectures (:

that weekend could have been more fabulous but this coming one might be IT! if and only if im still going for Zoukout, it'd be my first time attending Zoukout and a fulfilment of a promise i made to myself to finally go for Zoukout once i finish with my ACCA exams!

but whats not to like about dec when town is decorated with beautiful lightings and decos and people are all in the spending mood? (minus me though, im actually in a saving mood!) haha. i walked around bugis for a few hours bringing back nothing. but the images of what i wanna buy are stuck in my head, so i guess i really do want them. enough said, im going back to get them. haha!

its so cute that you send me an email to share some stuff with me. silly babe, i think you've been thinking too much recently.

anyhoo, its weird how the girls in my family fancy guys with names starting with J. best of it all, names of our brothers. so now im dating a Jonathan and my sis is soon to start dating a Jeremy. queer or queer? i rmb Jeremy to be quite a cutie, ACSians - whats new?

and oh yes, its so cute how my brother Jeremy mistook JJ's name and said it as Jonathan Woodgate this defender in whichever FC. haha :D

aikes.. im so sleepy im starting to blabber.

blabber

blabber

I wonder!!

2008-12-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

i wonder wonder wonder wonder..
how my 20th birthday will be like?
how christmas will be like? (nice dinner gathering with friends, mistle toe kisses, presents, log cakes, yummy turkey..?)

Please help!

2008-12-07T19:32:00.001+08:00

I need help for filling up this Johari Window (:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=sharngxy

Appreciate it! (:

drink, drank, drunk

2008-12-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

i swear that double O isnt a good place for me. haha! (: thankfully there are no pictures of my night, only memories to those present. i hate waking up with a hangover.

and then it doesnt end there.

when i flipped my whole house to look for that one statistical textbook only to go to school late and be halfway into the next lecture and my classmate tells me that she saw my textbook at the lost&found. (what the.. -.- since when do i make such mistakes? i swear its the first time my things are in lost&found. we all know what lost&found means, at least for me in MG terms)

when i opened results for my Blitz car company game only to see my team having the biggest loss (though yes look at it positively we went from -356mil to -71mil)

when i cant even meet the boyfriend to talk to him because hes too busy with his friends (so much for priority as a girlfriend)

when i start cultivating the habit of sleeping over my problems (for those who know me well, they will know how much i hate it)

when friday comes only for me to know that im stuck in school from 2-10pm (whats new?!)

so.... at least i end friday night with movie tickets to watch N&N's infinite playlist ((:

IT BETTER BE AS FRIGGIN GOOD AS THE FEEDBACK IVE BEEN HEARING ABOUT IT. THEN YOU NEED TO MEET THAT FRIGGIN BIRD. (lol, manhole!!)

HOORAY.

2008-12-02T15:23:00.003+08:00

Ok, maybe the caps and all are a little too much for the hooray because i finally finished doing my presentation today. my team did rather well, i must say and im hoping the feedback review comes back awesome (: needless to say, there is still alot of work to be completed like reflective statements and other projects to be submitted - its just that their deadlines are not arriving yet. so im hoping i get started on them (because its pretty heavy material content to get started too late!)

anyhoo, its time to priortise on more important things and get them done. plus stop worrying about things that go around in circles. and and and... managing my time more effectively, starting by cutting down on my late nights.

^_^ i miss you.

finally, some pictures of the madame!

2008-12-01T02:16:00.005+08:00

the past 2 weeks have been so busy i dont quite recall what it is i have been doing. one thing that i do remember OH-SO-CLEARLY though.. is that i was rushing through projects to deadlines and submissions i barely had time to breathe!!

so here i am blogging, eating into my bed time :(

i'd let the pictures do that talking!

Holland is the safe haven, zouk is the fun seeking, plus many many more. i cant wait to check out the new club Zirca as well as go for ZoukOut. sad to say (for reasons unknown to many), ive lost my cycling khaki and that means i would have to go watch my figure my ownself :( sigh!

And oh yes, make up does a tonne of wonders - esp when i only had 3 hours of sleep and had to do a presentation the next morning. and i received compliments that i look so energised and bright. HAHAHA! see see seeeeeee.

** OK, SLEEP ALREADY CANNNNN!! **

P/S: i caught the movie 'Wild Child' today - it was sweet, expected plot but i enjoyed it. i need to watch more movies. they will be gd fer me :D

A new december

2008-11-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

DECEMBER IS HERE.

now lets pop champagne!

of lemon after taste, tell me if its love you see

2008-11-25T13:02:00.009+08:00

i love spending time with you even if im really busy with projects.

i'd meet you for dinners and coffees despite being tired.

i'd send you home if you're wasted.

i'd stay over when you ask.

dont ask why; there's no answer.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.

i found out that frolick yoghurt + marshmellow = lemon tart (after taste) so now since Starbucks stopped its lemon tart and i recently have massive cravings for all things sour (pregnant, im not!) i know where i can satisfy my craving! :P

YAY.

2008-11-20T15:17:00.004+08:00

the camera is back because my sister is back (: HOORAYS.

so we celebrated my brother's birthday!

i was so glad to have finally met up with elaine and syaza, after the longest time. MY GIRLS! (: it was fun being gossip mongers. i swear they ought to make that an official occupation. haha.

my best girl is going off to exchange programmes and what nots. im so happy fer her, i miss going for exchange programmes and doing semesters in other countries! mayb its time i hunt down some work and study thing which i can do once my masters end (: yay!

P/S: MY ONLINE PACKAGES FINALLY ARRIVED AND THEY ARE LOVE. to my girlies, the link is http://tracyeinny.livejournal.com/ get into the online shopping craze with me!

MORE PICTURES ABOUT MY EVER EXCITING WEEK WHEN I HAVE TIME. haha!

the things that make me happy

2008-11-18T01:25:00.002+08:00

i like having my friends there for me, always supporting me, listening to me rant on and on, to have movies, late nights, chit chats, baking sessions, chilling-to-nothing sessions, bitching sessions, mahjong sessions and all sort of activities which include or exclude exercising (:

i like online shopping, so i can bargain and find steals. it also gives me a chance to think twice about getting a new dress. it further excites me when i made the decision to go ahead with the buy, walk to the ATM to do a transfer because i dont have iBanking and then wait patiently and ever excitingly at home for the package to come!

also, i like knowing and seeing my hard work pay off for my sch poster project that me and my team worked our asses off for and burnt midnight oil. it pays when we get the most comments, all positives and just that vibe that the next motorola project is gonna be even better.

and then i like to know that hes trying, hes doing things like professing our relationship on facebook and spending a tonne of time with me that he possibly can eg: laughin our horny asses off Russell Peters ;) +++ i get a high from hearing his enthusiasm when he talks about GTRs over the phone and when we meet and ok - basically all the time. all this finally feels real, i hope the week and many other weeks will pass and it will still feel this real and i will know, that yes. im loved.

so yeah, cheers to all that i like and all things that make me happy. lets live for the moment!

LAUGH OUT LOUD!

2008-11-08T17:06:00.002+08:00

haha, this is hilarious. and so very essential for destressing. i found this on another person's blog!! (: enjoy!

oh no!

2008-11-07T18:31:00.002+08:00

Doing a masters is not easy shit especially when theres alot of group work and all involved. team dynamics can be challenging (: anyhoo, that saw me being up till 5am ytd finishing up my project presentation posters. im rather pleased with myself, but theres still alot of things to do like updating the school's black board and etc. the English seem to like reflective learning alot, now why am i not surprised?

And because of the stress, ive been eating so much i think i kinda look like a balloon now! or perhaps it is just that my hormones are raging and ((: sinful food indulgence times should be coming soooooon! hehe, hip hip hooray.

By the way, ive caught double 07 and its is pretty awesome - its movin towards a different approach, and i pretty much fancy its new approach too.

Either way, i fancy my crazy packed life. though its really stressful and all now (i can tell because i have been having backaches and chest pains *AWW*) but i cant help but be excited that december is coming. birthday, christmas and a new year resolution!

So baby, kiss me under the mistletoe ;)

its October 31st

2008-11-01T19:27:00.009+08:00

HALLOWEEN! (: friday was never a freakier display! <3 i love halloween cuz people play dress up and all. i went as a doll - ah well, nth all that fab as compared to the brilliant display of costumers at zouk! i totally enjoyed myself, from the drinking to the company and all. i almost lost my phone ini a cab but what to do, thankfully i didnt and its all thanks to Tong. kiss my E71 dreams gd bye, kidding! haha.

So i'd jus let the pictures do all the talking ok?

There are more on facebook. GO FIND. hahaha :D

creation with application

2008-10-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

i think this marketing campaign is bad, bad, bad and bad. it makes me feel super unlucky, moreover we're talking aircrafts.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT: how should we celebrate 4th year anniversaries and advertise them? the ones that ive experienced/known seemed to have result in deaths. haha!

she ran after a bus today

2008-10-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

and i thought i could do no more after all the cycling, dancing and blading over the weekends. I RAN AFTER A BUS TODAY. haha, the colt died on me - either the engine or whichever - it died. and yes, i felt handicapped fer the first time today and i was running late thus i took a cab. going back was fun, taking a bus and running after another one (i realised i had to do transfers if i were to take a bus to school, that option sure beats the option of walking to and fro mrt stations). not that being handicap today was bad, its a good starters. i appreciate my legs better now, and i realised how pampered ive become. so from today onwards, i shall take public transport (: HOORAY, just lemme bask in the glory of my short lived resolution. party pooper.

so, i think ive become so absent minded these days. i ordered a dress frm a blog shop and i think the excitement of receiving a package was reaching me and i had totally forgotten what the dress would look like!! -.- i know. so i came online to look for a picture of that dress to keep my excitement up but i still cant find it. and really, i forgot what it looks like. haha! nvm, i'd photowhore in it when it comes. whats new?

I HAVE PLENTY OF PROJECT DEADLINES TO MEET. SO........ IM GIVING UP MY NIGHT LIFE (if there was even one to begin with).

daddy and his silly tricks

2008-10-26T15:51:00.004+08:00

so my dad was really cute: i got an email frm yahoo personals "Dating 101 Eight New Love Truths You Must Know" haha. see why i say my dad is cute?

this week was pretty hectic. im getting really stressed out frm things at school and work. work is manageable, jus very messy. and i finally got my dad's POV that its gonna be hard handling both when we're talking abt doing a masters here. and school work jus keeps increasing. and the best part is that theres no one to talk about it with. would be nice to be able to go home and know that i can chill in silence with someone. jus a hug and say it'd all be fine.

so we celebrated cheryl's birthday (: she finally turned xx. haha!

i like zebra prints and i like how i blend with tong's zebra car pillow. haha!

and its been the longest time since i got stuff toys but this one really caught my eye. its so cute and sweet isnt it? (: i named her.. hunny bunny! i'd intro hunny bunny to the rest of the gang when theyre over fer drinks! shes such a sweet pea. and tong bought her for me! aww.

and we partied (not till the cows went home) because mr tong and ms michelle got wasted and had to look aft them. haha, i was complaining to glenn abt it being my night to get wasted but i end up looking aft ppl :( i think i did pretty alright because i had alot of drinks (shots and shots and more shots) and i was still good enough to look after the wasted and drive myself back. haha.

then again... tequila, anyone? ;)

oopsy daisy

2008-10-15T13:10:00.004+08:00

So the week has been going pretty well fer me and we've finally readched mid week. remind me not that i havent finish updating on the taiwan trip. i hate to admit it but i lost the drive fer that one. haha! it is painful as hell to be uploading all the pictures and bringin them down to their stanzas (: tee hee. perhaps, but i promised and i will get down to it someday.

Ah, so sitting in the the NUS campus waiting for vic is pretty fun and exciting. just give me a laptop and i will self entertain. hehe. plus there are pretty cute eye candies too! and oh yes yes, theres a reason why one should never lent your best friend your laptop, esp if ure a girl. because i just found out that vic has a secret journal post that writes about how much she hates me and all -

NOT. haha x) theres only love between me and vic. haha. bet i scared the shit out of you guys like "oh no, hows coffee sessions gonna be?" "oh no, how are we to find 2 crazy bitches for awesome partying?" :P hehe!

Ok, enough of that said about the V.

I went to ikea this week with Daries, Cheryl and Tong after steamboat. i swear Tong loved Patrick's steamboat. hes a new steamboat advocate. haha! (: its me its me, i changed him! it was fun anyhoo. and i guess the most awesome part happened when me and tong started photowhoring (jus a little, with my pathetic camera phone) THATS WHY I NEED A FRIGGIN E71 - its 3.2, no!!?

I like mirrors, i look slim in them. or say, im slim to begin with. haha!

Tong: "dont disturb her, shes photosynthesizing" really!

Haha, heres a bigger sun fer the flower.

Tong's a flower too, you know.. flowers of a same garden photosynthesize together. no prizes for where that idiom stems from. haha! :D

**So... Mambo tonight, everybody!?**